self-control

i'm trying to get better at it.

because discipline, humility, and self-development never hurt anyone. i'm surrounded by ideas, ideas for ideas, future projects, potential, things to read, words floating in the ether above my head waiting to be snatched and put together. i'm 22 years old. i'm not supposed to know what i'm doing entirely. i'm supposed to be restless. it's energy that defines my generation. 

changing what i demand of myself will propel my body and mind into becoming what i aspire. i'm very much a go-with-the-flow type, because spontaneity and adventure make the magic seem all much the more real. but i think it's finally getting through to me that discipline and direction will provide things that i also won't expect. having expectations will get you only so far (yet, the places you go will satisfy some sort of need). 

channeling something powerful. 
"be careful with each other, so you can be dangerous together"

i just want to be together.